Quilluminati

Finally, it's the day I sat alone;
Lost in thoughts with sins to atone.

Was it my fault? or am I in a spiral;
They left forever, leaving me to grovel.

Am I in guilt, or am I just grieving;
But is it really gried, if I am not crying?

Closed my eyes and recalled the
memories. Can't see a future, and think of only untold apologies.

Woke up today in a frenzy, with a heart
so cold; Looked in the mirror and put on a poker face for the world.

Went on by my day, as a stranger to the person who left;
No word of condolences, sympathy or grief were said.

Months have passed now, still cannot
believe the truth; Devoid of feelings now,
gulping the sinful fruit.

No guilt, no grief left in me;
With Tiredness and apathy soon
becoming my new reality.

-Anshika